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.... [25 Jan 2006|09:33am] new pictures on my DEVIANTART (http://eleanorrigby.deviantart.com) i like the pictures, i just feel like i have to do something else to them to make it so they "pop" a little more, i dont know, i dont know what im talking about anymore... tell me what you think. Fin. "if you're keeping something, then hold on, hold on, to the one you love" shoot shoot

watch it go... [19 Jan 2006|01:54am] i cant believe you remembered all the little things -water and grapes -16 candles -late night phone calls stuff like that... it made me feel like maybe i have made an impact on some people over the last couple years... thank you :) Fin. "Be this sunset one for keeping This june bug street sings low and lovely Those band-aid children Chased your dog away She runs, returning, sun still sinking Down and down Once again" 1 bang bang / shoot shoot

march to a different beat... [17 Jan 2006|03:33am] Freedom March...from the shackles of war, racism and poverty... ( pictures march/detroit... ) 6 bang bang / shoot shoot

kjwesgvsdferghtug` [03 Jan 2006|06:35pm] so...im dying.... i had to miss school...went to the doctors...he told me that i won the award for the sickest person they had today..wonderful... i have 546343 things wrong with me. and i droped like....4..5..pounds since i cant eat.... i suggest that everyone listen to Joanna Newsom....because shes the only thing that makes me feel better...becasue shes that wonderful Fin. "And even when you touch my face you know your place" 3 bang bang / shoot shoot

[31 Dec 2005|01:08am] ( i want you to come on... ) 1 bang bang / shoot shoot

[13 Dec 2005|12:10am] (  Im stuck between two beauties... ) 7 bang bang / shoot shoot

that one time..? [06 Dec 2005|04:06pm] i wish my beatle obsession still kept me entertained and drove me into happiness with figurative "loves of my life" smiling all around me... im starting to take it all down..all the faces that used to make me feel not so alone...now they almost seem to be mocking me...reminding me, that they're all i have their voices fill my room as the tape tears off from the wall... im going to paint my room a dark gray once i get all the beatle stuff down...and then im going to just cover a wall with this project im going to start...its going to just be a bunch of really close up faces with different types of emotions done in black and white...hopfully...ill probably get to lazy after i paint the room...and it will probably just remain a blank room well after i leave for college.. ( but these pictures did make me feel better for the first time in a week... ) 7 bang bang / shoot shoot

chapter 4 [05 Dec 2005|01:29am] dsfdsigjeroigjbijnetgiohergnfdjgnweirufhew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( FUCK IT! ) 2 bang bang / shoot shoot

no use... [01 Dec 2005|03:03pm] your nerves are all catching on fire... your eyes are swimming in tears your stomach is turning, twisting, knotting, anything to let you know that your not comfortable. your about to cry you push it back.."lift your head you fool...no one cares, look to the stars and let the emotion slip back into your eyes." no one to turn to...you catch yourself singing "i wanna dance with somebody" you laugh...not because it amuses you..but because there's nothing else to do...the worlds left you alone in your room...and your now just realizing it. you always thought it was the other way around, god your stupid. "only a few more month", you keep telling yourself, "only a few more until your no longer judge by the looks of your elder sister...or the reputation of your younger." Fin. "yes, us people are just poems we're 90% metaphor with a leanness of meaning approaching hyper-distillation" your falling apart like a childhood toy. all you need is the thread and needle to put you back together...but who's to lend you a hand 4 bang bang / shoot shoot

i cant remember.. [27 Nov 2005|08:31pm] just relaxed most of brake... i saw so many people i havent seen in months and or years... -lauren -Lindsey -Carly -Joe -Kenzie Plus, i got to spend time with my family from Ohio....my little cousin is 6 months now...he doesnt even look like the same kid...but thats understandable since i havent seen him since he was just born. ( And time is just a melody ) shoot shoot

EFS 18-55mm [24 Nov 2005|01:46am] The weather is getting colder.. plus my hair is getting shorter.. ( give this song another listen, close your eyes... ) 7 bang bang / shoot shoot

to whom is may concern [19 Nov 2005|06:18pm] dear dad, im going to leave michigan... im sorry that this makes you mad/sad...but i cant stay in michigan for college...i'll end up running away... i almost bought a plane ticket to go to Seattle the other day because i feel like im going to lose it...what ever "it" may be. i feel as if ive been thrown off the edge of the world..i want to jump back on...but its spinning too fast for me to catch up. fin. "Hiding the fact you're dead again Undeneath the power lines seeking shade Far above our heads are the icy heights that contain all reason" 4 bang bang / shoot shoot

[14 Nov 2005|11:21pm] these are the pictures that were put in my portfolio, just because some people were asking... ( we are all done for... ) 6 bang bang / shoot shoot

[13 Nov 2005|12:53pm] OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111 I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I WON THE TOP PHOTO PORTOFLIO IN THE NATION!!! OH MY GOD, OH MY GOD.. IM CRYING...THIS IS THE GOOD KARMA I WAS WAITING FOR... SO FUCKING TRY YOUR BEST TO PLAY YOUR GAMES WITH ME...NOTHING CAN RUIN THIS DAY FOR ME...NOTHING.... fin. "everything i do is judged and they mostly get it wrong but oh well 'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged and the woman who lives there can tell the truth from the stuff that they say and she looks me in the eye and says would you prefer the easy way no, well o.k. then don't cry" 14 bang bang / shoot shoot

you have no clue... [13 Nov 2005|05:48am] Love in the big city :) ( pictures of the trip... ) 5 bang bang / shoot shoot

CHICAGO.... [09 Nov 2005|01:53pm] -dear god, just please dont have me come back to everything being 3543534534 worse... i cant wait...im leaving in only 2 hours :) Fin. "In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here" 2 bang bang / shoot shoot

you would be amazed... [07 Nov 2005|12:20pm] EDIT: fuck it... ( and now i'm tired, and i am broke, and i feel stupid, and i feel used, and i'm at the end of my little rope, and i am swinging back and forth about you ) 1 bang bang / shoot shoot

take a picture of....something that your not sure of.. [30 Oct 2005|05:38pm] (  im such a creep...really... ) 3 bang bang / shoot shoot

dsfvfdgf [29 Oct 2005|09:35pm] old.. ( pictures.... ) 1 bang bang / shoot shoot

snoitseuq sah ydobyreve [24 Oct 2005|02:10am] so... everything is fucked... alright, im being over dramatic.... but really...when i start looking back at 9th and 10th grade and MISSING it...i know things are pretty bad right now... i miss so many people....diana, kenzie, the drapers, Jori, Andrea, ryan, amber, whitney, Jenelle, jeremy, bailey... i dont know...i need to quit watching those lame tapes i made way back when... i found a picture of me and colleen...and wow,....its like a ying yang ( and i wonder why everyone thinks shes my older sister..... ) 8 bang bang / shoot shoot

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